>>530639Weight training, and doing some form of aerobic or anaerobic exercise like walking or running, is a necessary thing for me not to feel like shit. It's not about showing it to anybody. I think you lost the capacity to think clearly and are stuck in some bizarre complex. Fix your mental health first, then you can care about doing things to show others or not.
>>530640lol I hate shopping but it has benefits long term. If your goal is enjoyment then I suggest picking up a sport. Gym going is very easy and relatively cheap. You can also try running. You'll hate it at first but then you'll grow to love it.